:: Dreams and Other Chimera ::

:: 25.4.05 ::

Well, today was good. I got up feeling not dead, I went to work. Worked hard though it was mostly make-work type work. Got off on time and came home. Had a few plesant conversations with people. Made dinner immediately upon getting home. Paid my bills to date (amaising considering payday is friday) and cleaned somewhat. I feel pretty good. I find it funny that I don't really know what that feeling is (In specific) on days that I do stuff like this. Its only on the days that I reject my responsibility to do stuff like this that I realize that it is self worth.

Gaming on saturday rocked despite the fact that Brian didn't make it. I really enjoyed that session more than I have enjoyed roleplaying in a while.

Paintball on sunday was cool. Shame on those of you who said that you'd come and didn't. I'm going to get myself kitted out and play more this summer. It was just good fun the whole time.

Heck I even managed to write off some of the things said to me over the past few months that had been dragging me down for the past while.

All in all I feel pretty good.

:: James [+] ::
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So like a lemming I fall off of the cliff after Cameron, and:
Introverted 22%
Intuitive 38%
Thinking 38%
Judging 22%
The first Review
The second review (I like it better)

:: James [+] ::
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Ok, so today was the last 14 hour shift. hopefully things will settle down soon now. I'm told next week and weekend will be normal. But that doesn't soften the blow of having 15 hours left before the week is through.

Unfortunetly each work I type from here on out is precious seconds that I could be sleeping in.

So, talk to you all when I talk to you. Friday or the weekend probabally.

G'nite

:: James [+] ::
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So yeah, 67 hours last week. Something on the order of 72 in the comming week. Hopefully then it will slow down. As things stand the next time that I may have some free time is monday the 25th. At least the paycheque will be good.

And I would like to thanks Raven, Lil, and Delicious from the bottom of my heart for dropping me on my rib ;) Probabally a good thing that I'm a masochist.

See ya in a week (though I may post sooner.)

:: James [+] ::
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Well, thats 24 hours down and 43 left to go.

This week.

Catch ya in the funny pages.

:: James [+] ::
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What a week that was.

Awake at 5:30 every day, eat breakfast, do exercises, go to work. Work till 5:30, then go home. Very tiring. But the pay is good and there is less labour in this job than the last one. Mostly learning to be very percise. Then again, I already am pretty percise when it comes to work.

Saturday was something special though. Breaking apart crates. This means I alternately used a hammer, crowbar, recriprocating saw, or chain saw all day long. You could probabally air drop freight with some of those crates.

Today, I am having problem closing my hands because of the vibration and my arms are intense workout sore.

oww.

Tomorrow it's back to the usual 10 hour days.

James

:: James [+] ::
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Well, here goes nothing, or something as the case may be.

With any luck I should hit it off with the new employers and enjoy my time there. I am hitting manic and so my schedule got filled up with a quick flick of the wrist. I will survive however. Hopefully even complete that triathlon.

just gotta live down the little sleep I'll be getting.

James

:: James [+] ::
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Unemployed....

Well, till monday anyway, or if you want to get real technical, until I pick up the forms in a few hours. The amusing part to me is that I accept this job and then almost instantly have another offer, even more attractive. Too bad for me that I told the guy that hired me that he'd get at least 6 months. Even without that this job seems more real and viable than the other one. Oh well.

I had planned to visit as many of my home-during-the-day friends as possible, but now we are down to two. Sallright though, I'm sure it'll all work out.

Davyd wants to switch weekends because of Shades' work schedule (kids not pay) This may not work out so well for me. but we'll see what happens. The other David's game I will have to drop, I need to get back into athletacism in a more serious way so my weekdays will be absorbed by that and david's game will have to go. Preferably somewhere else but maybe just go.

I got invited out to a concert. Years of displaying my love for music may yet again be paying off.

Good old tax season. Alot of people seem to have done theirs already. I wish I could say the same. I sat up on monday night and did most of them, but unfortunately I haven't been sent all of the forms I need back from the investment place. Apperently the mailing deadline for that is like March 31 so next week I can finish them. Its good because I may need the money.

Going back to a previous conversation Sports and activities I may or will be taking up.

Cycling
Running
Swimming
Tai Chi
Capoiera
AES
Trap/Skeet

Some things will not make the cut unfortunetly. I need a chin up bar too.

All this in the persuit not to be so numb anymore.

Amusingly enough I seem to be very predisposed to sports, just not team sports. Somehow I got reasonable reflexes and good hand eye coordination. Now just to use it.

Good ol' me-centric universe.

James

:: James [+] ::
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